Tuesday, April 21, 2020

Safe in the Forest


There’s a lot of space for social distancing in a forest. I haven’t been in a forest lately, but I spent loads of time as a child in the middle of the Allegheny National Forest, in north-central Pennsylvania, at a place called Twin Lakes.
The Civilian Conservation Corps (CCC) created the Twin Lakes Recreation Area in 1936. Some of the budget was diverted to another project, so Twin Lakes only ever had one lake. The irony never occurred to me; I just knew that it was a great place to be a kid in the summer.


My family camped at Twin Lakes every year of my childhood. We even had a vehicle that was used only for camping. My parents’ green and white Volkswagen—"the bus”—was already old in the early 1960s when I was a kid. My dad, a civil engineer, built a wooden cupboard that lived in the bus. It housed a frying pan, a coffee pot, a bucket, tin coffee cups, plates, and silverware. Mom would add staples like cans of beans, loaves of bread, jars of peanut butter, and coffee.
We always started our two-week stay on a weekday because there were empty camp sites during the week. On summer weekends, every campsite was filled, and sometimes the Johnsons—the family who managed the place for the Forest Service back then—would even allow people to camp in an overflow area above the parking lot.
While Dad was at work, Mom drove my sister and me, our camp shelf, our tent, lawn chairs, and beach towels, to Twin Lakes to pick out our campsite. The bus broke down more than once on the nine-mile drive from Kane, but we just waited, and eventually Dad would come along after his workday at the papermill in Johnsonburg. (On some of our camping days, Dad had to go to work, putting on his necktie before driving away from the morning campfire.)
We headed to the upper camping loop that had large, private campsites, barely distinguishable from the forest except for a fire pit, a flattened spot from a previous tent and a picnic table that blended in with the trees around it.
A large, square tarp over the picnic table didn’t just keep leaves off the table, it kept us dry, because it always rained at some point when we camped.
We pitched the tent, green canvas, fading more each year. Dad had a tent heater, like a squat version of a Coleman lantern. He’d light it inside the tent before bedtime, and we’d be toasty when we all first crawled into our sleeping bags. But the mornings were cold, even in August. Nothing like shivering on the way to the bathhouse at dawn, being greeted by a couple of fat frogs just hanging out.


I loved listening to raindrops on the tent. I loved our beach towels hanging on a rope tied between trees, flapping in a breeze. I loved pollywogs. (Were those fat frogs really once that tiny?) Also called tadpoles, they were easiest to catch in the shallow part of the lake where the little kids played. In a cup, they looked like wiggling commas. I loved the campfire, lighting it, stirring it, staring into it. I loved Little Debbie oatmeal pies, Mom’s special treat. But mostly, I loved making mountain pies: toasted sandwiches in a metal contraption with long handles. Set a piece of bread on each metal circle, fill with pb&j (or cherry or blueberry pie filling), squash it closed, then set it in the embers. Best toasted pb&j ever.
Over the years, Mom brought some unlikely things camping. One summer, she brought an easel, stretched canvases, and oil paints. The only time I ever painted with oil paints was while sitting in the middle of the forest. I imagine my painting was a bunch of green blobs, maybe with a slash of reddish-purple or white like the trilliums growing with abandon nearby.
Another unlikely choice for camping was one of our cats. Mom brought the cat because it was the only one that ever came running when she stood at our backdoor and tapped on its bowl with a spoon signaling dinner time. Her signaling device didn’t work in the forest. Neither my sister nor I can remember the cat’s name, but there was no cat after the first day, maybe even after the first hour. I imagine it went on to live a happy life, married a bobcat, and its progeny visit Twin Lakes every summer.
Our dog, Cindy, came with us one summer. She didn't run away. She was too lazy to run anywhere.
For all the years that we camped, the caretakers of Twin Lakes were Phyllis and Vern Johnson, our neighbors in Kane. They had four kids, and the kids worked along with their parents. They collected the garbage. They helped serve food in the pavilion, including the world’s thinnest hamburgers. They played cards and games with camper families who converged in the pavilion in the evenings to sit by the blazing stone fireplace at picnic tables made of whole logs.
If the mornings at Twin Lakes were cold, the lake water was colder. Suck-in-your-breath cold. I learned how to swim in that frigid water. I was maybe nine or ten when it was time to prove that I could swim by making it out to the wooden dock anchored in the middle of the lake and then swimming back. No boats were allowed on the lake, but there was a rowboat for emergencies and, apparently, for swimming tests. Bill “Moose” Johnson, a few years older than I, was given the task of rowing beside me. I made it.
Sometimes we would see the same family a couple of years in a row. One family from Georgia had a red-headed daughter my age. Her name was Melanie Mink. We were pen pals for a couple of years. I wonder where she is social distancing at this moment and if she ever thinks about those off-the-grid summers.


I haven’t been to Twin Lakes for decades. My husband is a city guy, and he uses a wheelchair. In the photos I’ve seen lately on Facebook, the lake and the grounds look amazingly the same, but I’ve learned that it’s taken a lot of work.
After the CCC building frenzy in the 1930s, places like Twin Lakes became liabilities for the National Parks Service. Although Twin Lakes remained open throughout the years under the authority of a site management company, in 2018 it was no longer open for overnight camping, due at least in part to a water issue--precipitated by a 1970s sewage system--deemed too expensive to repair.
That’s when a (truly) grass roots group of folks formed Friends of Twin Lakes ANF to “improve, beautify, sustain and preserve Twin Lakes Recreation Area for current and future generations.” Boy Scouts from Kane, Johnsonburg, and Ridgeway helped out by clearing brush and repairing steps, picnic tables, and benches. The nonprofit has received grants and donations, and one of many projects in the works will make the path around the lake accessible to folks who use wheelchairs.
With the exception of possibly running into a bear and her cubs, Twin Lakes might be one of the safest places to be right now. But when the national forests are fully open again and life is back to normal, large numbers of folks will go fishing at Twin Lakes (the lake is stocked with trout), and there are plans for live music, story times, even yoga. The campsites will be full. It will be time again to get up close to nature and to one another. Or time for a walk in the forest, not because we have to keep our distance but just because we want to.


Friday, July 5, 2019

On to Day 2 for Larry at the Main Event!

LAS VEGAS -- Larry bagged 32,500 chips, forty big blinds, for Day 2 (tomorrow, July 6) at the end of a crazy day.

After an earthquake during brunch, Larry started his day at the poker table with a group that included alcoholic-falling-down-drunk guy. DG wasn't just drunk but pickled. He wouldn't shut up, didn't know what was going on most of the time. By the end of the night (he bagged around 20k chips!) he had sat out a total of 4 rounds--an amount that nobody at the table had ever witnessed--and was on the cusp of being thrown out. For a while, he went all-in hand after hand. Nobody bit, until.... well, the guy in Seat 1 went for it after DG showed (tossed across the table) 2-5 offsuit. Seat 1 had 9-10 offsuit. You know what's going to happen. DG found three 2s. What a way to bust out. Sorry Seat 1!

When DG didn't show after the dinner break, rumor was that he had been arrested near the Mexican restaurant. But he eventually came staggering back, literally being held up by a friend. He said that he had been detained by security guards but talked them into letting him play.

We're going to shift away from poker today and take in some NBA Summer League.

Last night, we got to our hotel room just before 2:00 a.m. and watched a little Jeopardy to wind down. I was killing it. Here's to hoping Larry kills it on Day 2.


Thursday, July 4, 2019

An Earthquake, the Fourth of July, and the WSOP Main Event

LAS VEGAS -- During brunch, we felt an earthquake. It rocked our table and the light fixtures in the restaurant swayed, but the giant mirror on the wall behind Hannah stayed put. It was a 6.4 quake centered about 220 miles from Las Vegas.

Onto the Main Event.





Ryan + Hannah + Larry = Team Pileggi






Daniel Negreanu told the players to not play dumb, and then it was time to shuffle up and deal.

Follow the action at https://www.wsop.com/tournaments/updates/?aid=2&grid=1622&tid=17298&dayof=7650&rr=5




Wednesday, July 3, 2019

A Traveling Show, and Tells

LAS VEGAS -- It's WSOP (World Series of Poker) Main Event time again! Even in the crowd of thousands, I see familiar faces. Larry has played in lots of cities, and a lot of tournament poker players follow the circuit, shifting as tournaments pop up at casinos around the country. But the biggest of the big events is here in Las Vegas.

The World Series of Poker in the U.S. (there are foreign WSOP events) is made up of eight-nine events, orchestrated by Caesers Entertainment Company, that annually fill every inch of the Rio Convention Center between May and July. Pot-Limit Omaha, Seven Card Stud, something called Razz, a Ladies Tournament.

But the bomb is the Main Event--No-Limit Hold'em with a $10,000 buy-in and no rebuys. One shot at the big prize that includes a coveted winner's bracelet and a huge payout. Last year that big prize was $8.8 million. Out of almost 9,000 players, Larry came in 311th.

This happened on Monday:



It was a Mini Main Event (buy in $1,000) that drew 5,521 folks. This was during the bathroom break. I estimate that 1/10 players are women, but probably fewer than that, so ladies, your bathroom situation is fine. But for the guys? I'd hate to see what the bathrooms look like after the break.

Because there will be so many players, the Main Event has three Day Ones. Larry will start play tomorrow, but the whole craziness started today. Here's the link:

http://www.wsop.com/tournaments/updates/?aid=2&grid=1622&tid=17422&dayof=7646&rr=5

Stay tuned.


Sunday, December 4, 2016

A Meditation on Meditation


All I have to do is sit still. So why is meditation so difficult?
This is how it usually goes for me:  Sitting still, doing nothing. Okay, breathing, but nothing else. Okay, filtering out any thoughts that don’t have to do with breathing.
In, out.
In, out. Slowly.
Or not slowly. Just watching the breath. Or maybe repeating a phrase in my mind, a two-syllable phrase that matches in, out. One syllable for In. One syllable for Out.
People who practice a type of yoga called Kundalini might use the syllables “Sat Nam.” (Their meaning has to do with truth.) Sat. Nam. Sat. Nam. In. Out. Just breathe. I try it, and it seems to be working. But then, Sat Nam becomes Sat Nam don’t forget to send that email and why are car horns honking.
Is it possible to fail at meditation? Is it failing or is it just part of the journey? And why am I doing this anyway?
I would like to be more focused. I would like to be more productive. That’s why I want to meditate. The times that I’ve been able to block out random thoughts, I have understood what meditation can do for me. It’s spring cleaning for my brain. Bags of worn and outdated thoughts handed over to Goodwill and the cobwebs in my brain closets swept away.
Meditating gives me energy. I can get all of those little annoying projects done, the ones that paw at the back of my consciousness like yappy little dogs. The thought of doing all those little projects overwhelms me when I can’t focus, but when I can, I wonder why I let them get to me in the first place.
I’ve heard about the good things that meditation can do for veterans with PTSD, even the ones whose bodies are whole.
When meditation is working for me, in my mind I sometimes see colors that represent the amount of heat I am carrying in my body. Yellow equals calm, and that’s my normal self. I always see at least some yellow. If I’m having an intense day, I’ll see heat as bright orange or red. If the intensity has passed, the orange and red turn to dark red and then to black. Those colors dislodge and move along the river of yellow calm until they disappear. Do I really see those colors? Since colors exist only in our minds (not in our eyes), I’m going to say that yes, I do see those colors.
I wonder what would happen if everyone in the world would meditate at the same time for ten minutes. All of the billions of us just sitting quietly for ten minutes, eyes closed. (We’d have to make sure that for those ten minutes, nobody was sky diving, frying food or attempting to recite all of the digits of Pi.) Fighting everywhere would stop for ten minutes. Some peoples’ physical or emotional pain might be relieved for ten minutes. Maybe we’d all focus a little bit better after that.
Until recently, I had never meditated for a full ten minutes. Now I’ve even done it for twenty minutes a couple of times. I will try to do it more often. I’ll sit and not think about it. I’ll work harder at doing nothing.


Friday, August 14, 2015

If You Build a Literature Festival in Rural America, They Will Come


IN MY STUDY -- Children's writers write so kids will read. Kids find our books with the help of librarians, parents, teachers and even other kids. As often as possible, we meet our kid readers at school visits and author events and library story times.
But what about kids who live in places so rural that they don’t have a library in their town or even in their school? They can buy books through school book clubs, or maybe their parents visit bookstores when they travel to the city. Or they can buy books online. Kind of like the old days. Think Sears or Montgomery Ward deliveries of new school clothes in the 1960s (ripping open the brown paper bag to discover… my new plaid, pleated skirt, with a giant gold safety pin!) or how about the Wells Fargo wagon delivering bathtubs (or was that just a song?). Anyway, kids in rural America can get their hands on books if they want to. But what about meeting authors?
That’s where Karen Drevo, the heroine of my story, steps forward (with hands over her face because she would insist that NONE of this is about her). Karen, a youth services librarian, and her sidekick Marci, assistant youth services librarian, have run the Norfolk Nebraska Literature Festival for 21 years, bringing kids from rural Nebraska to meet authors whose books are included on Nebraska’s Golden Sower Award list. This year, I was privileged to be one of those authors.
On our 2 ½ hour drive from the Omaha airport, I got to talk children’s books and writing with Karen (who had already driven 2 ½ hours to pick us up) and two of the three authors who were part of this year’s event. Riding shotgun was Pat Zietlow Miller, 2014 Golden Kite winner for her lovely picture book, SOPHIE’S SQUASH. Sitting next to me was Liesl Shurtliff, author of RUMP and its companion books JACK and RED, magically reworked fairy tales. We would meet up with Lisa Bullard, author of an adventure/quest/mystery tale called TURN LEFT AT THE COW. She was driving (past cows) from Minnesota. My book, PRISONER 88, filled the historical fiction category, a genre that is sometimes hard to sell to kids who think history is just a list of dead people.
First thing the next morning, we authors hosted individual writing workshops. Among my participants was a group of four kids from a class of approximately 14 (some discrepancies there about kids leaving and kids moving in). They had hit the road before 7 a.m. On a Saturday. In July. With their teacher. To talk to authors. (Some other kids came from as far as 2 ½ hours away!) One girl, a soon-to-be seventh grader named Taylor, a ginger with a smile as wide as Nebraska, told me that she loved to write everything, even presentations for school. She volunteered to read for each exercise we practiced. Her enthusiasm gave me the burst of energy I needed after the previous day’s two flights and long car trip.
By late afternoon, after all of our author presentations (wow, did I learn a lot about how to capture an audience’s attention), we signed books, took selfies (“us”ies?), hugged young kids and old kids, too. And then we packed all of our overflowing bags (yes, we all bought books) into the car and headed back to Omaha.
To me, a first-time published author at the age of 55, the whole experience was a dream come true. Based on the great questions I got after my talk, I think there are now some kids in Nebraska who will try more historical fiction.
Karen and Marci and all of the staff and volunteers from the Norfolk Public Library did a Herculean job herding authors and readers through a day filled with books. Or maybe it’s more appropriately American to say that they did a Paul Bunyonesque job. Marci’s latest round of chemo had left her unsure the night before whether she could attend. (She was there. All day.) Everyone sweated out a shipment of books that finally arrived the morning of the festival. Karen drove a total of ten hours in just over a day. Ask her about it and she’ll tell you it was no big deal.